Anonymous whispered:

""Stop! That's Ayumu there. Can't you hear her wheezing your name?""

inspirenjional:

This is the End.

It comes slowly, then all at once, like the words on a page of a book trailing to the bottom of the paper before the end-cover closes. It comes like fire, like the pain of a bone breaking. It comes like hell itself.

It comes quickly, without hesitation or remorse. The way an Old Friend drags her fingers through his hair. A comfort and a closeness that has taken effort to build. It’s personal and close, like two bodies pressed back-to-back, the ridged edges of spines clipping together. 

The End comes like lightning, the burning flash-fire that he saw in her eyes. Like city- destroying tsunamis that crashed against the shore and flooded down the streets at down her cheeks. He wants to- wishes he could reach out a hand and brush away that shiny streak rolling down her face. 

They have to understand, right? Even if they aren’t alive, or if they aren’t like themselves, they have to know that this is for the best, isn’t it? Otherwise, what’s the point?

Quiet bodies being dragged back into a standing position by the throat. The unpeaceful dead, lurched forward like marionette puppets. That monster chittering in their ears like dry bones and teeth clacking together. There’s no dignifying death in that. It’s only longer pain.

But she said his name.

He is a robot, unfeeling. A solider, a mongrel animal who rips through men with his fang in his hands like they’re raindrops. He is coated with the blood of his foes and his fallen friends, like a gladiator fights without loyalty or love. He ripped them apart.

And she said his name.

He’s lost so many friends already. With each face he recognizes, part of him shrinks, some moreso than others. Something inside him becomes small and frightened, like he has suddenly forgotten what he’s learned about the world. With each dead friend he’s learnt a little less.

But she said his name. 

If he doesn’t kill her, what does that mean for the others. Can it even be worth it to save one if it means he’ll live in regret for those he can’t save.

That’s only- after all- if she can even be saved.

"… Kuroda?"

His voice is sore and gravely, more like a feral growl.

Is she stirring? Is she responding to his voice?”

"Ayumu?"

Or is it an illusion. An echo of the person she once was, vainly struggling to latch on to a memory of a dream of a life?

Renji draws Zabimaru. She drips with rivers of blood as if she herself is wounded. If there is no way to help, then let him prolong his pain no further.

themarinianpress:

UPDATE: I’m currently estimated to be at $110. I need at LEAST $350 to survive this month! If any of you are interested or could spread the word, please please please do so!! My due date is July 5th and I have to have all of my money in the bank, so factoring out Paypal’s 3-5 days, that’s really only a few more days left to get all the money I can for rent/electric! Please help if you can by signal boosting or suggesting me to people who might be interested!

UPDATE: Commissions will be open all summer - so I will take anything I can get so long as I have a slot!

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Hey guys! It’s that time again. Commission time!! I have to pay for rent and all that good stuff, so I’m opening up commissions again! You can reach me on these tumblrs, as well as deviantartmy email (hover for info; is also how you pay me for my commissions- do not use the donation link any more!!), and flight risingI have to make around $450 to survive each month (some of which will help me survive in future months too), so any bit helps!

  • I take paypal, but am willing to explore other options
  • I prefer payment upfront (but my due date is July 5th so we can work something out!)
  • will do NSFW work, within reason (I will NOT do NSFW work for you if you are under 18 y/o)
  • I am willing to negotiate
  • I am a slow worker & am working on other commissions as well
  • I am willing to give you progress reports/screenies if you ask
  • Ask me if you have questions (even if you think you’re being annoying; clear communication is key!!)
  • Do not remove my signature, and do not repost my artwork on any website without my explicit permission!

I am also open to donations (go to the sidebar of this blog to reach them, do not use this for commission payments anymore!) if you feel generous! I’m currently taking any commissions I can get, so feel free to buy as much as you like! This list is for July only; my June list is saved on my computer!

  1. Kaylee - Full Body (1 +1 chara) - UNPAID
  2. Justin - Full Body (1 +3 charas) - UNPAID
  3. Raja - 3 Busts (individual) - UNPAID
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kobayyashi:

era i thought of you.

kobayyashi:

era i thought of you.

*nickers seductively* … “I joke I joke I kid I kid.”

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CAWWWWWWW

"… Mroooooooooo!"

What the fuck is that nerd doing now?

themarinianpress:

UPDATE: Commissions will be open all summer - so I will take anything I can get so long as I have a slot!

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Hey guys! It’s that time again. Commission time!! I have to pay for rent and all that good stuff, so I’m opening up commissions again! You can reach me on these tumblrs, as well as deviantartmy email (hover for info; is also how you pay me for my commissions- do not use the donation link any more!!), and flight risingI have to make around $450 to survive each month (some of which will help me survive in future months too), so any bit helps!

  • I take paypal, but am willing to explore other options
  • I prefer payment upfront (but my due date is July 5th so we can work something out!)
  • will do NSFW work, within reason (I will NOT do NSFW work for you if you are under 18 y/o)
  • I am willing to negotiate
  • I am a slow worker & am working on other commissions as well
  • I am willing to give you progress reports/screenies if you ask
  • Ask me if you have questions (even if you think you’re being annoying; clear communication is key!!)
  • Do not remove my signature, and do not repost my artwork on any website without my explicit permission!

I am also open to donations (go to the sidebar of this blog to reach them, do not use this for commission payments anymore!) if you feel generous! I’m currently taking any commissions I can get, so feel free to buy as much as you like! This list is for July only; my June list is saved on my computer!

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wow never in my life have i been spoken to with such BLATANT disrespect. you are not longer my top 10 favourite characters. you’re my /eleventh/.

WOW

lizzie ur a meme 

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